a pain that im use to

I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore.
I just know that I'm harder to console.
I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me.
But the key is a question of control.

Can you say what you're trying to play anyway?
I just pay while you're breaking all the rules.
All the signs that I find have been underlined.
Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled.

All this running around, well it's getting me down.
Just give me a pain that I'm used to.
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive.
You just need to achieve something that rings true.

There's a hole in your soul like an animal.
With no conscience, repentance unknown.
Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise.
Devils feed on the seeds that are sewn.

I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real.
No mistaking the faking, I care.
With a prayer in the air I will leave it there.
On a note full of hope not despair.

All this running around, well it's getting me down.
Just give me a pain that I'm used to.
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive.
You just need to achieve something that rings true.

All this running around, well it's getting me down.
Just give me a pain that I'm used to.
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive.
You just need to achieve something that rings true.

No creo comenzar ese entrenamiento la semana entrante, hoy estuve a punto de perder la consciencia, hasta que no logre una mejor condicion y me aleje de todas esas cosas que me hacen daño y mejore mi alimentacion no me pondre en marcha, creo que trabajare por mi cuenta hasta regresando de semana santa una vez pasando, voy y le doy inicio...

Sera un camino de bastante trabajo y concentracion pero es momento de ponerme en accion... o soy lo que digo y coherente con mi forma de ser o simplemente si soy igual a esa persona... esta en mi dar todo para que eso se demuestre